A comment from a dear friend

I think you just confused the heck out of me. So, are we supposed to try to understand things or not? That's where I just give up and try not to think so much. LOL. I'm not knocking your revelation here, just a question - if we think we understand something but are supposed to give it back to God, how then can we get anything done? I feel like I'm swimming against the current as it is...Well anyway, if it helped you, that's great. I think God needs to speak to me like I'm a simpleton or I just don't get it.

I just read your other post in the blog about persistence and keep knocking. Maybe I'm just being stubborn and defiant, but I am just too darn tired to keep it up. I just don't care to ask anymore. Then I think about my own kids and how when they really want something, they keep at it until they wear me down...I don't want to try to wear God down. That's just not right. That's enough for today I think...